Tuesday, September 29, 2009

2nd day

Today is the second day I break up with my gf. At first I was very down and do not know what am I going to do next. Lucky I got friends to confirm me. Friend at Singapore (Clevone), USA (Ru Ching), Australia (Jessie), and Malaysia (Sheng Hao, Stephanie).

This Clevone really super duper good, purposely call me from Singapore and give me advice. Really appreciate it a lot. Still remember when I on phone with her she nearly vomit blood because I such a silly guy, do not want to give up and want her be with me forever. Now I think back I also feel myself very silly.

Ru Ching is a friend that I knew her for about 10 years although we seldom meet but whatever problems she facing she will share with me and my problems I also will share with her too. Once we go out meet or yam cha we can talk a lot. Till she said I am "kay po gal".Haha... She can consider one of my "zhi ji" ^^

Jessie, from the day I know how to use MSN she is the first person I knew from internet and chat everyday. At here I want to apologize to her because after I got gf I seldom chat with her or contact with her. I very sorry. Every time I got problems only will think about you. Hope you forgive me. Anyway want to thank you once again cause when I need someone to talk she always will reply me.

Sheng Hao, I also do not why I will share my feeling with him also. Haha.. Maybe I feel he is a guy that won't simply be CNN spread the news around. Overall he is a helpful guy, when you got any problems you can approach to him if he can do it he sure will help you. :P

Stephanie, this girl I called her "sui lui" (bad girl). Haha... Still remember during Hari Raya I got work at Time Square as promoter. That time I not yet break with my gf but she started to ignore my messages, and this Stephanie is the only friend that can accompany me go lunch and dinner cause she work at Time Square as well. When having our meal she also will try to comfort me and tell me some girl's attitudes. Hope she won't angry me cause call her "sui lui" LOL.

In the period of 1 year and 4 months with my ex-gf(Alexandra). We really love each other a lot and been through hard time together. I still remember the first day(180508) we date as couple. I do not act like myself I very shy to look at her and scare to hold her hand too. Lucky after lunch with her I be brave a bit and hold her hand. LOL. Then we started our date at Jusco. ^^
Since this is the first time we date and she do want any of her parents friends see us we only can walk on first floor, second floor, and roof top. Haha...

After 10 months we couple, the time is come. Valentine's Day. Wow... Day before I created 1 video about us and dedicate to her. She happy till cried and keep playing the video again again. That is what she told me. ^^ At first we though we can't spend the day together. This time really need to thanks GOD. Donno why her parents let her stay at home alone and I know the chance is come. On the date 140209 in the morning we still chatting on msn but once I get know about she will stay home alone I quickly pack my cloths and take bus go Ipoh find her. Haha.. Really crazy but it's worth to spend Valentine's Day with the 1 your love the most. And today is the 1st time I stay at her house, really feel unbelievable.

4 months after Valentine's Day. Finally her parents knew about our relationship and they know we really love each other so that they allow us together. During her dad's birthday lunch on 200609 I has a chance to attend. Today also the 1st time I kiss her dad man. My own daddy I also never kiss before. LOL.. (I'm not a good son). All her dad friends are very friendly and like to joke a lot. But I scare them keep asking me to drink with them cause I will drunk easily.

Time pass very fast, just like speed of light. MAY 2009 is time for her to get start with her campus life. Everyday she was very busy with her homework and assignments, so that we less communicate and partly because I'm not a guy that really can talk. When day goes by she lose the feel on me. That is what her friend told me. Anyway is time for me to quit because I has been annoying her for 2 weeks after I get know that she got crush on other. I everyday can't sleep well everyday think why this kind of thing will happen on me. Made myself damn stress till can't sleep well for 2 weeks. Such a silly guy. Lucky got friend scold me "Why you wanna be so silly, you have to think about yourself also", from Clevone. Haha... Because of her I finally decided to let her go. As long she happy then everything will be fine. I do not wish the 1 I love suffer anymore. Now she with her new bf, from what she told me he a very caring guy. Hope this guy can take good care of her. If not I go down smack him(Still dreaming).

Anyway is time for me to begin my new life. I will be tough. I promise to all my friends who care me. ^^. Before I forget there have 1 more friend I need to thanks her. She is Kimberly. ^^. If not because of her I don think I can with my ex. She help me pass all the presents I want to give my ex and let me stay her house for several day during the Valentine's Day so I can with my ex. Thank you, Kimberly.

Thank you for so patient to read my lame blog. LOL ( I know my grammar suck, I will improve it as soon as possible ^^)